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Quan la gent descobreix que sóc
Rússia, sempre pregunten, per on

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Sempre tinc ganes de respondre, per què?

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Perquè la gent d'aquí pensa que tot
Rússia és Moscou.

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Vam viure a Vladivostok, i és el
la ciutat més gran de l'extrem est de Rússia,

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considerat el més corrupte i...

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Desagradable de viure. Una mena de ciutat
oblidat.

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El meu primer record és del meu pare borratxo
intentant colpejar la meva mare.

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Jo tenia quatre anys, així que no sabia ben bé què
estava passant, però posaria les mans

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en un marc de televisió i fingir que el meu
els pares estaven a la televisió i això sí

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ballant i cantant i no lluitant.

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El meu marit em va colpejar i...

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Quan em va colpejar, ningú no m'ho va fer
abans, així era, em feia molt

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El vaig tornar a colpejar.

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Li vaig dir que el deixaré, i jo
va fer.

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Vam anar a viure amb la meva àvia.

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La meva àvia estava molt enfadada amb la meva mare
divorciant-me del meu pare.

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La meva àvia, bàsicament, creia que els homes
tenen dret a colpejar les dones tant com

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volien.

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Vaig haver de trobar feina com a metge
presó. La gent que dirigeix ​​la presó

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pitjor. de vegades que les persones que ho eren
presoners.

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Part de la meva feina era certificar això com a
accident.

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Si tingués un noi amb el coll trencat, jo
es va negar a dir que va ser un accident,

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Vaig posar la veritat al meu registre.

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L'home que dirigia la presó em va amenaçar
que hauria de començar a vigilar-me l'esquena

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perquè em podria passar un accident.

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Va ser un temps fosc, però va ser realment
moment emocionant per a mi també.

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El nostre país es va trencar.

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Ens estaven ensenyant.

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propaganda comunista, i m'hi posaria
aixeca't i digues, ens estàs ensenyant mentides.

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Hi havia esquerdes al teló de ferro,
i de sobte, com un enorme

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va arribar el canvi.

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Els comunistes estaven intentant un cop d'estat, però
van fracassar i Ieltsin es va fer càrrec,

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La Unió Soviètica es va ensorrar.

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Recordo haver vist les notícies al nostre
veïns, i tots nosaltres, grans i joves,

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estavem plorant perquè cap de nosaltres pensava
que això podria passar en la nostra vida.

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Semblava que les coses milloraven. Teníem
més menjar a la botiga. En teníem més

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llibertat.

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I teníem pel·lícules americanes.

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Les pel·lícules americanes són les que ho van canviar tot.

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Les primeres pel·lícules americanes I
experimentat, en realitat no vaig mirar.

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Passaries amb els teus amics, i
potser un d'ells veuria un americà

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pel·lícula, i ens la contaria
gran detall.

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I després tornaria a explicar aquesta pel·lícula
altres persones, i tu ho diries

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el teu amic, i ho dirien
algú altre.

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I un dia vam tenir aquesta gran xerrada
el nostre barri.

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La gent deia, a les 9 del vespre, torn
el teu televisor al canal 3.

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I això no semblava possible perquè
des que recordo, només vam tenir

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canals. Per descomptat, vaig tornar a casa i jo
esperava i esperava i esperava. Finalment,

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va sorgir aquesta pel·lícula, i va ser Ghost.

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I era el més bonic, màgic
pel·lícula que havia vist.

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Ens va encantar tant Whoopi Goldberg.

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En els dies i setmanes posteriors, el secret
es mostraria el canal renegat número tres

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altres pel·lícules, pel·lícules com Laberint i
Llegendes, pel·lícules amb Sylvester Stallone

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i Arnold Schwarzenegger. Tot de
Les pel·lícules americanes a Rússia van ser doblades per

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un noi que sonava així,
suposadament perquè ho estava intentant

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veu.

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Hi havia un parell de pel·lícules que
realment ens va parlar.

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Curly Sue sobre un home sense sostre i el seu
filla.

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La família d'Adam, la segona família d'Adam,
i Beetlejuice. Sol a casa.

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Dona bonica.

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Gremlins. Frankie i Johnny amb
Michelle Pfeiffer i Al Pacino.

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El petit apartament de Michelle Pfeiffer era
tan acollidor, i vaig pensar, si Potato i jo

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podria viure en un lloc tan petit, jo
seria tan feliç i no necessitava

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altrament, certament no Al Pacino.

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Com més pel·lícules vam veure, més clar
es va convertir en que Amèrica era el lloc on

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ser. La nova Rússia no era gaire millor
que l'antiga URSS.

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Els mateixos matons que governaven el país
abans encara l'estaven executant. Fins i tot

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es deien capitalistes
en comptes de comunistes, encara eren

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robar diners a la gent.

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En deien privatització, que
bàsicament volia dir que si fossis un

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polític, podria regalar públic
propietat als vostres amics i familiars.

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Vam començar a tenir apagues. La patata tenia
estudiar cada nit a la llum de les espelmes.

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Ens van dir que la regió no en té
diners per a la calor, l'electricitat o l'aigua.

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Els polítics locals estaven construint
mansions fora dels límits de la ciutat.

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La meva escola, el meu barri estaven envaïts
per colles.

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Vaig haver de portar un ganivet de carnisser
escola per sentir-se més segur.

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Les coses sembla que empitjoren i
pitjor perquè en Wes estava creixent i jo

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amb tanta por que serà reclutat
l'exèrcit.

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Molt poques coses són més horribles que
exèrcit rus.

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Sempre m'he sentit una mica diferent
els meus amics, però no li vaig donar gaire

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pensat. Em vaig sentir perdut quan els meus amics
Parlaria de noies perquè jo

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no podia relacionar-s'hi.

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Tot i així, no entenia per què noies
no m'interessava. Vaig pensar que potser sí

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perquè sóc un bon noi cristià.

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Però sí que tenia pensaments. Com quan jo
va descobrir que el meu entrenador de natació, que

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molt bonic, em van arrestar per
robatori.

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Això realment va estimular la meva imaginació.

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Amuntegaria una manta entre els meus
cuixes i fantasiar amb ser policia,

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detenent el meu entrenador de natació boig,
despullar-lo, pegar-lo, lligar-lo

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aixecat i mantenint-lo sota el meu llit.

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I encara no sabia realment què era
all meant.

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Mai se m'ho hauria passat pel cap
una d'aquelles persones.

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No sabíem res de gai
gent aleshores, i no ho feien

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Cada dia de la meva infantesa, ho vaig sentir
coses terribles dites de fagots o

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ពេទ្យកុមារ។ នៅក្នុងប្រទេសរុស្ស៊ី pedic មានន័យថាស្រលាញ់ភេទដូចគ្នាប៉ុន្តែ
វាក៏អាចមានន័យថា pedophile ។ ផ្លូវ

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មនុស្សបាននិយាយអំពីវា វាគ្រាន់តែជា
ពោរពេញទៅដោយការស្អប់ និងការភ័យខ្លាចយ៉ាងខ្លាំង

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ស្អប់ខ្ពើម ខ្ញុំ​ក៏​មិន​ប្រាកដ​ថា​ជា​ខ្ទើយ​ដែរ។
មនុស្សពិតប្រាកដ ឬពួកគេត្រូវបានបង្កើតឡើង

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សត្វចម្លែក។

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គាត់បានមករកខ្ញុំដោយយំ។ គាត់ខ្លាចណាស់។
និងអាម៉ាស់។

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ខ្ញុំ​ប្រាប់​ម៉ាក់​ថា​ខ្ញុំ​សម្រេច​កាម​ហើយ។

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ខ្ញុំបានប្រាប់នាងថាសៀវភៅជីវវិទ្យារបស់ខ្ញុំបាននិយាយ
ការសម្រេចកាមដោយខ្លួនឯងគឺមានគ្រោះថ្នាក់ខ្លាំងណាស់

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សុខភាព។ ហើយ​វា​ក៏​បាន​និយាយ​ថា​ផ្លូវ​ទៅ
បញ្ឈប់ការសម្រេចកាមដោយខ្លួនឯង គឺដោយការធ្វើលំហាត់ប្រាណ។

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Però jo ja estava remant, corrent,
natació. Jo era un deportista a temps complet.

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Però cap quantitat d'exercici em va fer menys
calent.

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Em vaig sentir tan alleujat.

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Li vaig dir que estava bé.

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Tothom ho fa, homes i dones.

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Fins i tot l'àvia, vaig dir.

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Fins i tot l'àvia?

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No et farà mal. I el teu
El llibre de biologia és una escombraria obsoleta.

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Va ser un gran alleujament.

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Però encara no li vaig dir a la mare que ho era
pensant en els nois. No em pensava que ella

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podria manejar la idea de com de dur és el meu
la vida seria a Rússia.

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ខ្ញុំ​មិន​ចាំ​ច្បាស់​ថា​ពេល​ណា​ដែល​ខ្ញុំ​សម្រេច​ចិត្ត
ថាខ្ញុំចង់រៀបការជាមួយជនជាតិអាមេរិក។

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ម៉ាក់និយាយថានាង
មិនសប្បាយចិត្តជាមួយបុរសរុស្ស៊ីដូច្នេះនាង

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អនុវត្តចំពោះ Mail Order Bright ទាំងអស់។
កាតាឡុក។ ខ្ញុំបានក្លាយជាមិត្តរួមការងារជាមួយមនុស្សចាស់

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សុភាពបុរសជនជាតិអាមេរិកដែលរំភើបចិត្តយ៉ាងខ្លាំង
ថាខ្ញុំជាគ្រិស្តអូស្សូដក់របស់រុស្ស៊ី។

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គាត់ហាក់ដូចជាល្អ និងចិត្តល្អ

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James រស់នៅក្នុងទីក្រុង Seattle ហើយនៅទីនោះ
គាត់បាននាំខ្ញុំទៅលេង។

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ដំបូងឡើយ អ្វីៗគឺអស្ចារ្យណាស់។ គាត់គឺជា
ចិត្តល្អ និងជាឪពុកចំពោះខ្ញុំ ប៉ុន្តែក៏មានដែរ។

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ជារឿយៗនឹងបាត់បង់ការអត់ធ្មត់។

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ខ្ញុំក៏បានដឹងថាគំនិតរបស់យើងអំពី
សាសនាគឺខុសគ្នា។

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ពេល​ម៉ាក់​ត្រឡប់​មក​វិញ​នាង​មាន​ពន្លឺ។

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ហើយបន្ទាប់មកនាងបានយកចិញ្ចៀននេះចេញ
នោះហើយជាពេលដែលខ្ញុំដឹងថានាង និង James

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រៀបការ។ ខ្ញុំចាំថាយើងកំពុងឡើងលើ
យន្តហោះ ហើយខ្ញុំចាំថាពេលណា

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ទៅអាមេរិក យើងនឹងលុតជង្គង់
ហើយថើបដី។

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ខ្ញុំ​ដឹង​ថា​កូន​ប្រុស​របស់​ខ្ញុំ​មាន​សុវត្ថិភាព​ឥឡូវ​នេះ ហើយ​យូរ​អង្វែង
ដូចដែលយើងនៅតែនៅក្នុងប្រទេសនេះគាត់មាន

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អនាគត។ ជារៀងរាល់ថ្ងៃគឺជាការផ្សងព្រេងថ្មី
ជ្រើសរើសសាលាថ្មី ចូលរៀន

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